She's younger than me. By a few months. And yet she's so much cleverer.
She was in the same school as me in K1. But I got seperated from her from K2 onwards. We rarely met anymore.
We went to different primary schools. She went to Yu Neng Primary school. I went to Red Swastika, because of some... reasons I shall not say. And I suffered there, lol.
... Not that I really cared anyway. It's cus of my own emotions and crap stuff. tch...
Anyway, she got so much cleverer, she got into a good class, got first, got really really good at math. She was a perfect person in my eyes, in everyone's eyes... She had a lot of friends, she has a gentle, hardworking and nice personality, and looks... I really loved interacting with her.
Well, what about me? No one critisized me before, but I used to think that I'm pretty stupid. I got into a... bad class, got bad PSLE results, all I do is play games, blog or draw... I hardly interact with people, I'm really sacarstic, offend people easily, and is very quiet in classes, but hated my classmates because they hate me, got pissed and have a bad temper. Yes, 90% of this information is true, by the way.
Then she got into Nanyang Girls while I was admitted to Temasek Secondary school. Then, my mother appealed me to Chung Cheng High. Yes, I am that stupid to appeal to this awesome school, but my art saved me. Well, I appealed through art. *sorta* and I got in.
It's like we can never be in the same classes or schools ever again...
Then she could do her math sums in 5 minutes, I could take 1 hour to do it. It was seriously hard, I could hardly understand the hell out of it, and stuff. Her chinese was good, she was very hardworking, she did a lot of work(due to the whole lot of homework Nanyang gives...) and she enjoyed it a lot. She could endure hours of school, from 5am all the way to 7pm. Unlike me, I hardly enjoyed school, I hated homework, I can't even endure school from 6am to 4.30pm lol.
And while she wants to go to junior college, I could only go to a Polytechnic. Yes, normal parents will object to it. I am that pathetic.
But... One thing I like about myself is how I could draw comics. I drew tons of comics, that made me survive throughout the 7 years of hell. It wasn't so boring after all. I drew a lot of comics that time, then I learnt manga, then I began to monitor my progress and stuff.
Another thing is that I actually keep in contact with the outside world more than her.
I always use the computer, and always get inspiration from games and computer. And... er.... comics. Yeah... This actually keeps my imagination going, makes me know more things. Unlike doing boring math sums over and over again that burst the hell out of your brains, you actually immerse yourself in fantasy and comfort that would also be useful to you someday.
... I pity those who hardly have any, to be completely honest...
And why are junior colleges better than polytechnics? I just don't understand! I mean... to me, Junior colleges are for people who don't know what they want to do in life. Polytechnics are the complete opposite. I want to program games, program stuff, I want to pursue this dream of making a full and fun (educational) game, and so I wanna go to a Polytechnic. So ya all hear me?
And one more thing; I'm better at English than her.
Well, I guess the moral of the story is, let's not compare from other people to us... We have our own unique tastes and feelings. Tell that to your parents, who made you get 100 for every test or spelling, or force you to go to a JC. *mumbles*
On a last note, yes, I'm talking about you, Vanny. Mothers, kiss yerr babies!!! O.o....
I don't think she will go to this blog though...
